Hi! It's Ads, thanks for reading this. I really don't know how my future self will manage this type of blog, I just imagine this space as a safe spot for me to write about myself, my hobbies, and my life experiences and to vent. I kinda need to write whatever is going through my head and about my feelings because right now I'm not in the best place, mentally and physically. I know my mistakes and I know I'm not living a healthy life, but I want to change that. I want to work on myself and become a better version of myself.
I don't know how you found this little corner on the internet, but if you are reading this I guess you could be in a similar situation or maybe you didn't dislike my idea about this space and want to know more...
Either way, I'm gonna give you some piece of information about myself so you can figure out if this is your cupa tea or not. As I said I'm Ads, it's not my real name just a friendly nickname, I'm a 21-year-old trying to figure out her life, fun right?
I view myself as a little weirdo, but who isn't a little weird? I'm just not your stereotypical 21-year-old girl, the girls my age, at least from where I'm from, usually are boy-crazy, like to party, are carefree... I'm nothing like that, I couldn't care less about boys, hookups, one-night stands, etc. A party is not my ideal environment, you wouldn't normally find me there, I usually go out about 4-6 times a year. And I'm not as carefree as I would like to be, I'm an overthinker, always planning things in advance, you could say I'm a little control freak. I like to know what's happening, where, when, and all about any kind of situation, so I can be mentally prepared and I have plans A, B, C, all the way to Z planned in my mind just in case.
Just in case is one of my favorite phrases, I say it all the time. I'm the mama of the group in my group of friends, and believe me you could find anything you could need in my purse, and most of the time I don't even bring it for myself, it's there just in case someone needs it. But this is not one of the things I'm trying to change, in fact, I kinda like this about myself, I like to help others.
Well, as I said before, I don't like going out to parties or stuff like that, on a Friday evening, you could find me, at home, in my room, to be more precise in my bed, with a book in my hands, or my kindle, or my laptop, a nice little snack and a beverage. My favorite way to spend my free time is by myself. Reading, writing, watching a show or a movie, scrolling through YouTube, catching up with some podcast episodes, or my favorite, which is K-pop.
Don't get me wrong, I enjoy all of the other things I do in my free time, but K-pop has a special place in my heart. It has changed my life completely, there was a before and after. It just brings me a more fulfilling kind of happiness.
I hope this gives you a little glimpse into the little corner of my brain and gives me a little peace of mind...
